“I’ll probably just come back again anyway.”
The Reincarnationist Papers“I’ll probably just come back again anyway.” is Evan Michaels’s line about returning after death, spoken when he believes his life is in immediate danger. Its movement from provocation to quiet repetition gives the phrase a double force: it sounds like a challenge, but also exposes the fear and distress beneath it.
The line in the confrontation
During the confrontation, Evan urges the armed woman to shoot and moves toward the gun. He then says he will probably return anyway. As his breath runs short, he repeats the thought more quietly, eventually trailing off and crying. The shift in delivery unsettles the bravado: the words insist on survival, while the scene shows how overwhelmed he is.
Recalled after the fall
Later, the woman recalls that the line came on the first night they met. Evan had fallen down the stairs and was in poor condition; as she was about to shoot him, at his request, he told her he would probably come back anyway. Her recollection ties the phrase to a specific crisis and confirms that it was not merely a later account of the encounter.
Meaning and recurrence
The line compresses Evan’s belief in return into a statement made at the threshold of possible death. In the moment, it serves as defiance; in retrospect, its recurrence makes it evidence of what he said during that first encounter. The phrase’s emotional turn—from insistence to tears—keeps its promise of return from sounding like simple confidence.